Him

I always Pray to meet and be with someone.. like all the other girls prayed for.. then I met this guy virtually.. some may find it stupid but hey its just a casual conversation.. that was the end of october.. then we met.. I never knew that I would feel that kind of strong emotion.. attraction to a person that WTF! (Sorry for the word) but thats what im telling to myself.. for meeting for the first time.. and more than that.. he cant be mine.. he belongs to someone else.. 😢😢😢 so i told myself.. stop! Youll ruin a persons life and he will never be yours.. so I tried.. and tried.. but what can I do? I CANT!! so we met again… then we KISSED!!! 🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️🤦‍♀️😍😍😍 I almost die.. Its an early morning at our secret park 🙂 after that.. Im smiling all day.. then we met again… with a miracle hug..

DO YOU BELIEVE IN FATE??

Me I really dont.. but heyyy.. We met in metro several times unplanned.. He lives in Le Pecq when he was a kid till 25 in which my aunt lives..

SO HEY FATE!! Where are you leading us?? Hahaha I know he cant and he wont be mine.. So where are you going to take us?

After weeks of talking.. I just knew that he has a SON.. mygadd I wanna die that time.. I love kidsss so much cause I should have one before though because of WORST experience I had.. I lost it.. So I cried.. and I dont wanna hurt a little one… bUt what Can I do?? Damn this feelings.. It so strong that I cant control it anymore..

One morning.. I saw him… and he looks older.. my heart shrinks.. as I want to hug and kiss him all over his face and just say… smile honey.. Im here..

I dont know where does Mr. FATE will lead us.. But please If youll take him back.. take it slow.. please.. and make him happy and less stress..