The truth

I really dont want to say it.. i want to keep it… but i need to..

I tried my best to hide this.. as i dont want an additional worriness but what can i do??? I just want a good memories for my child of his father..

Oh yes im pregnant.. im not going to hide her for long but i want to keep it for myself and my cousin as i dont want an additional burden to my parents..

I want to go home to make at peace in every where.. but things have changed as he became harsh and i dont need those in my condition.. i had enough stress this past few days.. i want to save my child.. i dont want to loose a child again.. haissstt.. im not a bad person.. i dont want to ruin a family.. a nice exit would be fine… haisssttt a night with him just to have something to say as my child grow about happy moments with his dad..

I dont want to have a bad memories with him.. so i can say to my child how good he is even we are apart..

I can provide everything.. i can give him the world.. ill be a good mom and dad to him.. just a memory and story about his dad would be of great help…

Haissssttt..  i want to cry as i keep on reading his last message.. as if im a terrible person to him.. i dont think i deserve this treatment as i always consider him in so many ways.. even in this part..