Just why…..
Why should i met him???!!!! If he’s just making me feel this way… i know.. even if he didnt say it.. i know.. im not stupid.. where is the promise of “WE’LL START OVER ON WHAT WE HAVE LEFT?” “WE’LL ADD ONS ON WHAT WE HAD BEFORE” ššš IM HURTING.. AS IN I AM…
Im giving him space that he needs as I know he is busy at work.. but its getting worst everyday.. this pain is killing me..
I know… i know… he has a family… he make me believe on something that is not bound to happen… Id rather die really.. die along with those broken promises and words.. ill just follow my child.. as i trade him over those words…
Dont miss him??? Im trying not too.. im killing myself with loaded work.. but I cant.. i made a promise… the same day that i met him.. November 9.. Ill let him go… but please not now… not now… come back to me.. the same old one… please… please.. please…
Me and My World 