It’s snowing outside.. pretty cold..
I had a minute or so of serious chat with him.. And it’s just makes me a little bit shocked and literally I choked when he said “REAL TRUE LOVER”.. Am I that selfish? Even I dont even think of having him for me for real.. I know he is temporary.. I mean yeahh having him for real cause i have him in real but not to extend of wanting him to be mine alone lool.. if he is infront of me ill punch him hahaha.. I know that I am a mistress and it is clear to my mind.. I’m happy with the spare times that he can give as i wanted to be with him.. to talk.. to walk.. to hug.. to kiss and to be with him..
Let’s just say.. I’m happy to be with him in a little time and to the time he can give.. A 15 mins walk.. A half day.. A movie time.. It’s a happy days.. I just hope and pray that he wont stop seeing me yet as I dont think I can bear it.. I really cant.. I already set my mind of being with him atleast a year.. atleast try to be with him to talk and be with him in every downfall of our lives..
